Friday, August 27, 2010


I’m one of those girls who have had their hearts broken, cry themselves to sleep at night, puts on a fake smile, lies when someone asks her what’s wrong, whose heart is breaking, who is madly in love with a guy, who smiles and nods, who blinks back her tears, who listens to sad music alone. Yes, I’m one of those ‘I’m fine’ girls. And I’m not afraid to admit it.


Monday, August 23, 2010


Aku ini wanita biasa
Bisa sakit luka karena cinta
Dingin sepi kerap menyapa
Air mata jatuh lukisan raga

Kadang ku kuat setegar karang
Kadang ku rapuh lemah liar merana

Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru
Sulut ghairah jiwamu
Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih

Kekasih hatiku maafkan aku
Aku wanita biasa


Ya! Aku bukan wanita yang luar biasa. Aku wanita biasa. Adakalanya aku kuat menempuhi semuanya. Adakalanya aku lemah dalam menempuhi sesetengah perkara. Mungkin adakalanya aku keliru dengan apa terjadi dan mungkin adakalanya ada hal2 yang tidak mampu aku luah melalui kata-kata.

Adakalanya, Aku tidak mampu memuaskan hati setiap yang mendampingi aku. Adakalanya, aku cuba untuk jadi terbaik biarpun itu diluar kemampuan aku. Tapi, Aku tetap mencuba. Aku penat. Aku lelah. Tiada siapa tahu kecuali-Nya.

Mulut yang meluahkan tidak mampu menanggung beban yang dipikul. Cuma satu mampu ku katakan.

Sorry, I'm Not Perfect!

Hanya itu satu-satunya word yang cukup untuk difahami........

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

foolish heart

People come..people go..
It all starts with one hello
then goodbye..
Everything end's didn't it?
Endless pain..dont you feel it?

All alone..alone ..alone..
Sounding on my head repeatedly..
Only silence and darkness is with me..

Take me..away...away from here..
I wanna escape from this misery..
Heartache? like i used to feel?
Hope I will never feel it again but is it real?

Faking a smile..faking a laugh
but deep inside all i feel is pain..
the shame..shame..the blame..

Burns me to ashes..
Tears me to pieces..

Why do everything comes to an end?
Why do leaving always drives me crazy?

Do I still believe in love?
Will i ever get tired?
Will i ever love again..?

Now i'm so scared but I'm losing grip again...

it ends tonight..

*i need sumone to lean really hurt when someone that u love dont ever believe that you really love him..:-(

Friday, May 28, 2010

i'm speechless!!!

I can’t believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreamsa

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,
Lady Gaga Speechless lyrics found on
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless



And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise to you boy
That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

* really cant believe man..*

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

tiba2 tringat crazeee tyme with my family @ home

tok lah mek orang polah mun tyme boring2...spending tyme with family is the most precious tyme..hhehehehe..

it facial tyme....

my mom n sis kat blakang tgh bz..hahaha
wass up!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

monday blues

aduh..malas nya rasa mok keja haritok..huhuhuhu
mood masih mok cuti gik..hehehe
awal2 pagi dah sakit dada..
sik tauk apa sebab..huhuhuh.
rasa mok molah temujanji ngan doc..hehehe
so my frenz..boh malas2..mula kan hari anda dengan senyuman

Friday, April 23, 2010

loves this quotes...

  • tHat LiFe Is TheRe 2 eNjoY
  • CruSHES r ThEre 2 crUSH Hearts
  • tRUE LuV is therE fROm the sTArt
  • u ShoulD giVE peoplE ChanCES
  • tHAT gooD thingS wilL come To pEoPLe wHO w0rK HArd
  • gREat THINgs COme to pEOPle wHo nevA GIve up
  • silence wiLL teach u SOMETHING iF u LIsten HARD
  • tHAT thE hEARt Leads U in THE rIGHt DIrectION IF u fOLLow It
  • fRiENdS r NEEDed NO matter WHo u R..Fmily sHould stick BY ur SIDE,,GOD wiLL heLP u if U belIeve in HIM n trUST in HIM
  • sleepS CAlm THE soul
  • tHE heart N thE Soul R mosT imPortant than LOOKS
  • loVE brings greAT things
  • U SHoULD oweST chASE ur Dreams
but must IMPORTANTLY, I BELIEVE in owest showing ur true colors...
just being who u r, and not trying 2 b more 4 someone 0ther than urself...